|Death-Rebith by Lauren Raine|
-Sun sextile Mars
-Sun conjunct Mercury
-Sun conjunct Venus
-Mercury conjunct Node
-Mercury conjunct Venus
-Mercury sextile Jupiter
-Venus sextile Mars
-Venus conjunct Node
-Jupiter sextile Node
-Jupiter trine Uranus
-Jupiter square Saturn
-Saturn square Lilith
-Uranus square Pluto
Here we go...the dark is darknening into the dark. We are at the Dark Moon moment right before a very powerful eclipse in Scorpio tomorrow. This is the time to get to the bottom of our souls.
The moment we are born, (provided that we are healthy and alive) we come out crying. We are screaming as loud as we can!! I'M ALIVE!!!
We experience the first experience of what seems to be separation from Source. We become being with a separate body, heart, and mind. Our awareness of this continues to develop as well move through the stages of childhood, but this is the first moment.
So here we are...on the threshold of this Solar Eclipse. It's at 0 degrees Scorpio--ZERO--the beginning and the end. Some doors are closing, some are opening. All things on this plane happen cycles, round and round they go. Birth/death/birth/death...
Here is where we die, and where we are BORN. Here is where we might need to cry our at the top of our lungs in agony and ecstasy at the fact of being alive. Here is perhaps where we birth a bit more out of the womb of unconscious protection mechanisms that hold us back from living, and yet it may hurt to move out of the safety of it. It's cold out here, and I'm naked, for godssakes!!! Haha!! But you'll know what you are beyond the things that have buffered you up, things that you identified with and depended on that were illusions. They might go, but You will remain...
Here is a moment of Re-birthing ourselves. Truth is, we were never born, and we never really die. We are All that IS. Always and forever. Here is our moment to circle right back around to Source Perspective, here we see that we are not separate from anything at all!!! We are the Universe seeking to know Itself. Everything we desire, is simply ourselves wanting to experience ourselves. All we see around us is a mirror. Scorpio teaches us that it is not desire that is the source of suffering--it is the attachment of the mind to specific things and conditions, and an insistence on keeping those things unchanging (the shadow side of Scorpio's opposite polarity, Taurus) that causes us to suffer. That is what creates the illusion of separation and restricts the flow of Love.
Remember: In the womb, the HEART was the first thing that developed. It is the place from which all other systems developed, and it continues to have the most electromagnetic charge of all in our physical bodies (including the brain!). This is where to go for regeneration. See if you can rest in your heart, just rest there for now. Breath into it, and rest there. Let yourself cry if you need to, or accept that maybe you are not yet ready. All that happens here is correct.This, the Graal.
Even though we may be seeing the Goddess in Her darkest guise during this season, know that you are held by the Great Mother more closely than ever.
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